11/18/2007
I have a song in my head,
it goes "bum bum bididi bum bum"Anyway, whenever I want to open a file, my hands just automatically direct the mouse to the GCSE folder instead of the AS one. Force of habit, anyone?
Sound of Music yesterday evening was
amazing. Next year, I'm
so working on the set again, whether I audition for a part or not. Haha, it's FANTASTIC knowing that you played a part in making something like that come together, however small. After, snuck backstage to say hey to everyone, then walked home. Good night for a walk, clear and cold. No stars though, pity.
Everyone's going overseas! It's so strange, and I want to go send them off just because, but I can't and it's the weirdest feeling ever. Also, SO many people aren't online 24/7 (like they used to be) so I can't open random conversations and annoy them, telling them to get some sleep. And
that is annoying me. Haha, karma?
Another thing, it's so strange to think of my primary school life mixing with my secondary school life because I just realised how many people I met in sec school are gonna be in the same school as people I still talk to from primary school. Haha it's such a strange thought - I mean, they all seem to come from different worlds entirely. I've also just found out that Adalia and Chien Ming are gonna be taking the
exact same subject combis in the
same school, HAHA! I'm finding it so hard to grasp that. It's the most unlikely place for them to ever meet as well, seeing as they have nothing in common. Oh god, this is what growing up on a freaking island does, isn't it. Hahahahaa, omgggggg.
There's only about a month left to the Christmas holidays. Today I did a countdown/calender-type thingum, and realised if I didn't want to kill myself working then, I better start now. Which means: a) next week, I'm going to die because I've got something on
every single day after school meaning some days I don't get home till 10 and b) it'll mean a month of constant working working working without a break, which was far more than I did for Os because all the work was already done by the time Os came around. Daunting, much? I am so, so behind. Thanks school, way to lay down the pressure.
[Edit: 10pm]
While everyone back home is tying up loose ends, so am I. Analysing
Cold Mountain with my head in it, (not my heart), I'm thinking, I have so much to look forward to, and so much to look back to. Flipping through the Quoteworthy Hall of Fame (QHOF) earlier, I realised how amazing this year has been. These last 3 months, even. I can't say that I've come very far personally - when I look back, I don't see much. But it's been a crazy, hilarious, busy year, and I have so many amazing friends, opportunities and
things I'm involved in, I can't actually believe it. It's taken 3 years for me to realise who are the people who have
really stuck by after I left, and of course, who are the people I've actually ended up friends with after all that time. Of course, there're all the new people I've met, and re-found again. I suppose all I'm trying to say is,
Thank you. Hahaha, I can't believe how much fun we've all had, even when things got serious. How somewhere along the way, the missing pieces fell into place, and all that's left are the loose ends.
Also, since I moved all the past entries in February 06, this is my 222 post which makes my total number of posts since sec1 964! Hehehehe, wow.
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